Simply Chyan

Hey guys. It's already been a week since my semester ending. Frankly speaking, the term blazed through the months unimaginably faster that I would have thought. I gotta admit, I wanted it to be longer. IKR? Why would I want it to be longer? It's hard to understand, but I somehow enjoy the life. The #foreveralone method in which I practiced over the years and particularly after my national exam (SPM), are going down the drain. I truly can't seem to stand being alone for a long time anymore. What kind of effect is this? I'd probably say that my personality is changing to the better(?). But then again, I seriously need some break. No, not the "donothingeveryday" kinda break, but truly a real break. Like go on for a holiday or something. For that to happen, I'd go back to my hometown where my parents are currently living in. I could practically go there in a snap. I would just go buy the tickets. I have two homes now, here particularly being with my whole relatives. So it wouldn't matter much on where I live. On that part as well, I'd be going back home soon to settle some of my things and meet up with old buddies of mine.

One good thing about this month is that most of them are having their break as well. Who knows, we might even go for a trip! I really anticipate that to happen. Seriously, being stuck in these two cities is depressing as it is. Heck, I would have gone to SNSD's Concert in Singapore. But all of that is held back by my lack of knowledge on when my term ends. It happens to aggravates me that I don't have a passport even and lack of funds oh and I'm not on the same land as them peninsulars. Hell, I never been out of Malaysia. Going there alone is daunting. I need a partner but that is seemingly impossible. Sucks I know. But oh well, it's done now. I'm going to jelly those who will be going, especially for those in the Sone Group that I'm in. Lucky chaps. Hope they'll enjoy it though. Should be their once in a lifetime experience. Dang. I seriously wanna meet them, for being their fan for 3 years. How can I not? :(

Ahhh. Enough of the rants. Even my emotional self is at an AWOL stage now. Even I can't believe this. I'm truthfully being gobsmacked by myself. All is self explanatory. I don't want to say any further. These kinda things are the hardest things for me to express. I find it to be hard on myself. But then again, when it comes to these, it never changes. NEVER. I'm glad I didn't go overboard last time but now? I find it hard to be relevant. I could generally categorize myself as being a coward. Yes. Somehow, if you've been my follower long enough to know, my blog header says 


"Should I or should I not?" These are the questions that always linger in my mind. Should I or should I not?"

But after going through university life,  I have become less hesitant and that is great. I can feel it on my own too. But like I said, it will only go so far, I still have more steps to take. But I know in time, I will overpower it. Heh. All through the power of one's mind and actions. Fascinating really. :)

Oh, apart from that. there's a new breath of fresh air that breathes into our life, and that's Zoe.
Did you remember my two fella's in my previous post? Roxie and Peanut. It has been hard for us, we've all fed, played, had fun, smiled together. But I guess God loves them more. It's history and they're busy playing with each other up there. Truthfully, I really miss them. Roxie & Peanut! Your master will always miss you guys :')

So? What's next? The house has been eerily quiet because of that. My sis & her bf, is especially taking it hard but she goes through her day though, like me. It's inevitable, life has to go on right? So yeah, a month passed but one day, I saw a picture of a pup. For once, I thought it was Roxie when she's a pup. But no, it's not. That pup was open for adoption catered by the SSPCA. Sis saw it too and was more surprised I guess.  
So what's next? After the weekend came, we've gone to OneJaya Mall, where SSPCA organized an adoption day. We saw the pup but nobody had adopted any that day. We sighed in disappointment. After a few days, it's been decided. My sis really wanted to adopt the pup and therefore she did. The foster parent was quite friendly and young too, IINM similarly aged to me. On the day we brought Zoe back home, she was there to greet her to my sis. How sweet of her. If I were her, it's going to be hard to say goodbye to those you've fostered.

Zoe's a mischevious and playful. If I would to compare, a mix temperament from Roxie + Peanut. hehh.
After that, all is history.

Hi, Zoe here. I'm friendly! Woof!  :3

Zoe, shooh!